i will do that

just to prove my love to you

funny,not

it's funny how hello is always

accompanied with goodbye.

it's funny how good memories

can start to make you cry.

it's funny how forever

never seems to really last.

it's funny how much you'd lose

if you forgot about your past.

it's funny how 'friends' can just

leave you when you're down

it's funny how when you need someone

they're never around

it's funny how people change

and think that they're so much better.

it's funny how many lies

can be packed in one 'love letter'.

it's funny how people forgive

even though they can't forget.

it's funny how one night

can contain so much regret.

it's funny how ironic life turns out to be

but the funniest part of all

is that none of that is funny to me.

i see it now

someday you'll understand that i'm not as weak as you thought.in fact people tend to respect me for what i can do.but you took it for granted.look in the mirror and think.you'll see how scary your reflection is.

AND

It's hard to answer the question "Whats wrong?"

when nothing's right...

there's a limit

sometimes before you blame people,you just have to put yourself into their shoes.
actually i'm slowly losing interest in all these already.
cause it doesn't make sense AT ALL.
i deserve a better one :)
think twice man.before you regret.
things that you thought will never happen will come to you one day.
appreciate and don't take for granted or ýou'll lose it.
i'm not that weak you know?
i can be evil too.
don't ever judge a book by its cover!
i'm suffocating!!
don't assume that everything is going fine just because i'm shut my mouth up.
since everything happens for a reason,then tell me, whats the reason fot That?

according to you

According to you
I’m stupid,
I’m useless,
I can’t do anything right.

According to you
I’m difficult,
hard to please,
forever changing my mind.

But according to him
I’m beautiful,
incredible,
he can’t get me out of his head.

According to him
I’m funny,
irresistible,
everything he ever wanted.
Everything is opposite,
I don’t feel like stopping it,
so baby tell me what I got to lose.
He’s into me for everything I’m not.

According to you
I’m boring,
I’m moody,
you can’t take me any place.

I need to feel appreciated,
like I’m not hated. oh no.
Why can’t you see me through his eyes?
It’s too bad you’re making me dizz-ay

I love her bling bling blue guitar.

Hot chick huh??She’s so talented! love her.

move on move on!!
i'm a big big girl now.nothing can pull me down again this time.cause i know your heart is right beside mine.

inspiration

i'm running out of time.i need to settle down.i have so many songs to compose(kids song).come inspiration.COME!i really need my baby little sis to save me this time.haha.working isn't fun at all with those betches around.eh i din't know those aunty aunty can backstab wei.thought they're only good at gossiping.they really are true gossipers.stop being jealous la.come on man.you guys are already like 30 years old.we're only 19 la.don't envy us k?=p


oh sad news sad news! daddy ben is leaving on tuesday..all the best k?:) your daughter will support you!!and i will definitely take care of your dear for you!but don't forget to pay me..
one billion..since you are doctor ng-to-be..muahahhaa..

thats my Daddy on the right..(gosh,i've so many pics of you both.lol )
on the right,dont have to say adi la :D (its Her! )